From the recording Not My Nightmare
Lyrics
Again and again, I will lock myself away
For pleasure's love, feeding my mistakes
Day after day, I will throw the dollar bills
Into my past, destroying what I have
Break down these walls so you can see right through
(see right through)
This little lie of mine
(everything around)
The forgotten truth
I, I saw the sign
I saw the white knight coming for me
I, I saw her eyes
I heard the hollow cry in her sleep
Greed over love
"Til death do us part" is looking more like a dream
That promise crippling
Time after time, a lie is put in my heart
Placed in my hands and that's all that chaos wants
Break down these walls so you can see right through
(see right through)
This little lie of mine
(everything around)
The forgotten truth
I, I saw the sign
I saw the white knight coming for me
I, I saw her eyes
I heard the hollow cry in her sleep
I am the ghost of this addiction weighing on me
The drugless pleasure fills the life that I don't hear
I am the ghost of this addiction weighing on me
It's broken to the point where I pushed you away
When tomorrow comes
Will you believe me?
I will change, I'm not the man I was from yesterday
When tomorrow comes
Will you forgive me?
I will die without you
I, I saw the sign
I saw the white knight coming for me
I, I saw her eyes
I heard the hollow cry in her sleep